Abundance Challenge Diary by Ann

[Annbros]

Crikey, more turmoil. Friday: My kettle blows up and then I do the Gold Video on being which is great but, when I get home later I can't watch any videos. Spent a frustrating hour rebooting my laptop and still no luck. Finally, last night, changed from Firefox to Chrome and the videos worked (it seems no video from any site will work on Firefox now, must be something that happened in an update) but in Chrome, while I can log in and watch videos I can't access the forum as it won't recognise my password or user name. So I am switching between the two as I need.

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When you're up for it, I would suggest a one-on-one session, Ann, for getting to the bottom of some of these more complex patterns (like the wanting to take care of everyone else and the straight up asking for money). Videos are wonderful tools, and as I say often, they are not a replacement for personal coaching.

I've got a great offer right now to get Crown Chakra Challenge at the introductory price of $797 and an intro session for just $597 more.

Yep, I was thinking of a 1:1 session. Once the move is sorted I will definitely be up for it

[Annbros]

Started off by doing videos 10 and 11 of AC when I finally got them to work. I think growing up in a family that didn't really have much spare money means having lots of extra money feels somewhat alien to me and my mum would think it is a waste to have money sitting in accounts if you have more than you need. Today I went to buy my new kettle: I could have bought a cheap one (my previous one wasn't cheap, yet it only lasted 2 years) but I chose to buy the kettle I wanted. I know it may seem weird to have a preference for a kettle but I prefer metal to plastic for a start. It's little things like that choice that is good to practise for bigger value things. I am definitely better at buying for good quality and something I really love than buying because it is cheap.

[Annbros]

I was about to do the technology video for MYBM yesterday, and decided that, as it was the weekend I didn't really want to focus on my business. The funny thing was, that having started the video and stopped it, I then went on and easily solved my issue with Firefox so can now load the videos again and not have to use Chrome

This morning did videos 12 and 13 of AC. Yesterday at the supermarket I got an extra discount at the checkout: the person in front of me hadn't picked up their voucher for a discount on their next shop (you automatically get one if your shop would have been cheaper at a rivals store) so the checkout guy, who I usually chat to, just picked it up and said he'd apply it to mine and I graciously accepted! I still also love the letting go and letting god, even though I seem to be surrounded by people who want to control stuff. Interestingly last week was mooted as moving week, but it has been held up and, just as well as there has been a huge software upgrade problem with my bank so the money would not have gone through and we wouldn't have been able to move anyway, which would have been very stressful for my 90 year old mum.

As to abundance: a friend came over yesterday and asked if any of the 14 people viewing my house had made an offer. When I said 'no' he asked if I had considered renting my house. I said it had only been on the market for four weeks so why would I start panicking and consider renting? I know it will sell to the perfect person.

I did the latest Gold Video on being again and what came up today was the piece around 'having more money than I know what to do with'. What came up is that I can only have lots of money if I can allocate it to 'good causes' Hmmm.

[Erika Awakening]

Yeah that's one of the core issues I'm hearing in your posts, Ann, and why I suggested a one-on-one session. I hear you being very blocked around receiving for yourself (as opposed to receiving so you can take care of someone else). That needs to get cleared.

[Annbros]

Today did AC videos 14 and 15 and yes, Erika, something about 'it is better to be poor and not worship money' came up. I still feel there is something I am missing so will be booking a one-on-one session with you as I am fed up with this! My ego is stopping me from really getting this sorted out and it is something I have been working on for a while, yet I am still stuck.

Did MYBM 7,8 and 9 to start my week and I think I have said beofre that the 'fraud' piece is so relevant to me and my female business friends.

[Annbros]

Did AC 16 and 17. It occurred to me that, if you read a biography of someone like Richard Branson, it was much harder at the beginning when they were only earning small amounts than when they earned millions: odd that no one has really picked up on that.
We finally exchanged contracts on the sale of my mum's house and complete on 12th July, despite my Estate Agent having the biggest lack mentality and ringing me all day with issues saying 'its not going to happen' while my solicitor was doing a brilliant job and got it all sorted!

[elaineenlightening]

Today did AC videos 14 and 15 and yes, Erika, something about 'it is better to be poor and not worship money' came up. I still feel there is something I am missing so will be booking a one-on-one session with you as I am fed up with this! My ego is stopping me from really getting this sorted out and it is something I have been working on for a while, yet I am still stuck.

Did MYBM 7,8 and 9 to start my week and I think I have said beofre that the 'fraud' piece is so relevant to me and my female business friends.

Ann, you will be glad you worked with Erika. Her sessions are so powerfully intuitive that it is so great. This scarcity belief stuff is so ingrained in most of us. We've been fed a bunch crock! HBR is so needed in the world. Just a few of us practicing these principles will start the ripples flowing and it will keep flowing on and on. You are so dedicated to the videos that it is wonderful to see your progress.

[Annbros]

Elaine, thanks for that! Your posts too are so inspiring (and Dianne's - you are both leading the way!) that I definitely want that 0ne on One session.

Today I did videos 18 and 19 of the AC and there is certainly this belief that for someone to gain another has to lose - you see it all around you in the way people speak all the time.

I had such a busy day yesterday I didn't do MYBM, but to be honest, after my experience with the obnoxious estate agent I think I want to go back to PPC! Will aim to do both, whilst continuing to clear out stuff from my mum's: I'm beginning to think she lives in a Tardis as more stuff seems to appear every time I come here and despite all the stuff we have thrown out, there still seems to be an awful lot to take with us, so I am going to be ruthless in the next 7 days.

[Annbros]

Did AC videos 20 and 21. I think last week the US were printing extra money to help stimulate the economy, so of course there is enough and there has always been more money, not less. I am also realising that 'luck' comes in so many different forms: I was lucky to be born in the UK, my catholicism had one major benefit: it enabled me to get a scholarship to a private school and have a great education and, in terms of my health I am very lucky that I have only had minor things wrong with me in my 50 years on this planet!

Did video 10 of MYBM - all the extra time I will be spending looking after my mum is going to mean I do have less time for work, so this is a very relevant video for me. Strangely I was unable to load videos 11,12 etc despite refreshing the page multiple times and then reloading it. I'm off to the dentist so will see what happens when I get back home and aim to continue... and finally did about six hours later. Looking after my mum and sorting out her house move seems to be taking much more of my time than I have imagined.

[elaineenlightening]

Did AC videos 20 and 21. I think last week the US were printing extra money to help stimulate the economy, so of course there is enough and there has always been more money, not less. I am also realising that 'luck' comes in so many different forms: I was lucky to be born in the UK, my catholicism had one major benefit: it enabled me to get a scholarship to a private school and have a great education and, in terms of my health I am very lucky that I have only had minor things wrong with me in my 50 years on this planet!

Did video 10 of MYBM - all the extra time I will be spending looking after my mum is going to mean I do have less time for work, so this is a very relevant video for me. Strangely I was unable to load videos 11,12 etc despite refreshing the page multiple times and then reloading it. I'm off to the dentist so will see what happens when I get back home and aim to continue...

It is great when you can see how everything has a purpose. Thanks for sharing your gratitude. Good reminder!

I understand the resistance, lately I have not been able to login to the forum here. One computer will allow me on and the another computer will say my password is incorrect. I can be logged in to other forums on multiple computers so I am guessing its my resistance to something. What comes to mind is "fear of being judged". Which is because I have always been so judgmental and I assume others will be, too. Tap, tap..