Abundance Challenge Diary by Ann

[elaineenlightening]

Congratulations, Ann, for your commitment to tapping.

I felt the same way today about having fun. I just loaded the Fun and Happiness Challenge, or at least the first 10 videos. I get way to serious about life, so I look forward to lightening things up.

[Annbros]

Elaine, I took the fun thing to heart and went up to London to watch the men's triathlon in Hyde Park. I walked up around the front of Buckingham Palace, which had thousands of people lining the road, and the thundering of the triathletes as they began their cycle ride was incredible. I then went into the park and got some great photos and finally met up with my friend Jo, who had come a couple of hundred miles to see it and said how pleased she was that I made the suggestion. It was great day and I had two of my friends looking after my mum, who has been loving watching the Olympics on the TV, so fun all the way yesterday!

[elaineenlightening]

Elaine, I took the fun thing to heart and went up to London to watch the men's triathlon in Hyde Park. I walked up around the front of Buckingham Palace, which had thousands of people lining the road, and the thundering of the triathletes as they began their cycle ride was incredible. I then went into the park and got some great photos and finally met up with my friend Jo, who had come a couple of hundred miles to see it and said how pleased she was that I made the suggestion. It was great day and I had two of my friends looking after my mum, who has been loving watching the Olympics on the TV, so fun all the way yesterday!

How wonderful, Ann! Wow, what a great experience!

I also, did a first and had a message in the morning, then acupuncture and then went to my Flow Practitioner and then my ballroom dancing lessons. A full day of focusing on healing and relaxing.

Thanks for sharing.

[Annbros]

I think Elaine I need to incorporate some dancing back into my life - I haven't been to Zumba since my mum moved in with me.

I'm going back over AC and PPC again and today I did the Gold videos on being defensive and downloading a new version of a person as, yesterday we had the news that our house purchase is back on. That was the good part. They had verbally agreed to move out w/c 3rd September and stay with a relative while they found a house, but it appears they have already found a house, so are now saying they want to move at the end of September! I was extremely annoyed. We have fitted in with their timings and now, yet again they have broken their word and another four weeks for my mum in my house is unacceptable, especially as the person buying mine said they would delay until the beginning of September. I feel that the people we are buying from know that purchasing another house in three weeks is impossible so they have the upper hand, but in terms of integrity? Well their behaviour sucks! I am going to ask to meet them to explain the implications for my mother and me of them delaying our purchase and how I feel it is up to them to make a compromise on this. I have been visualising moving in at the beginning of September and I am holding firm to that outcome!

[Erika Awakening]

FWIW Course in Miracles teaches never to compromise. There is unforgiveness here creating this. Think back to your early life and examples of broken promises. You've got some karmic loop running here.

This is advanced stuff that I teach in my 15-Week Miracle Coaching program, http://tapsmarter.com/miracles, and in my year-long mentoring program, http://tapsmarter.com/become-hbr-coach.

It's okay to vent anger but then you always look within for the core of the problem.

[elaineenlightening]

I do Zumba at home with DVD's that way I could practice and learn. Now I can enjoy. I did Zumba classes a couple years ago, I loved it, but I prefer to not get out now.

Erika taught me so much about not compromising. I went through the sale of my franchise while doing the 15 week miracle program. The process of finding a buyer and negotiating terms of agreement took two weeks. Win/win for all! I wish you well!

[Annbros]

Nothing specific is coming up, yet I sense it is my Dad breaking promises and my brothers too when we were kids.

I am confused; haven't see that bit in ACIM yet, if we want the beginning of Sept and them the end for the move, how can one of us not compromise?

[Erika Awakening]

As Einstein said, a problem is never solved at the level it was created. First you do the forgiveness work, taking full responsibility for what you manifested, and then the third path appears. But this is really advanced stuff that is way too much to explain here. I teach it in my private coaching programs.

[Annbros]

Ok two things are coming up: My first boyfriend would often break his promises. Time and time again, and it was pattern that ran for years. Then I remember my Dad always kept us waiting: if we were visiting family we would have lunch and then we would sit and wait and wait as he read the paper. Suddenly he would get up and go the the car and start the engine and then the rest of us had to run around and get into the car really quickly or he would be in a bad mood that we kept him hanging around.

Yesterday I pulled some Angel cards and got ones about 'Play'! Today I pulled 'Family' (fits in with me taking my mum to spend time with some cousins tomorrow) and then 'Blessing in Disguise' so I have to admit that has really helped.

Oh I did the 'Anger into Gold' video as well!

[Erika Awakening]

The Family card is probably letting you know that the issue with your dad (and first boyfriend) is what is creating the problem now. And blessing in disguise is showing you that the delays are giving you an opportunity to heal an old pattern. This is why blame and pointing fingers takes us away from our power. Course in Miracles teaches this extensively, and I teach it in great depth in my long-term coaching programs. As long as we think it's someone else's fault, we have no power.